I have a friend who promise to write on her LJ once a month. Well, me being love challenge and lazy, promise to write once a year *lol*
No, i missed 2008 actually. What to write?
- I'm single this year. Broke up with my boyfriend and lot of my cousin, younger cousin get married .....sooo lonely
-My dog is moreeee handsome each days. He's sooo Big, and sooo picky at food. He also love small lady like poodle or bull. weird~dd
- New Laptop. *0* my white shinny laptop..... I looooveeee you......

udah lama gak ngisi ini LJ,knapa? because i forgot the password >>,<< i should do something and change this dull background. . . it look classy for a short time, but now it look so dull. . . but it's ok lah, kinda reminder of my dull life. . . ::sigh:: i want to change my job, not that i don't like being a teacher, but i want to try something else. i applied a job in one of the embassy, but i failed after only one competitor. . . I'm soooo frustated right now.

Forget host club. too expensive. i'm going to Butler cafe instead. lol.

chek out http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,1582338,00.html. is it worth to spend 2000 yen less for 80 minutes?

or http://www.b-lilyrose.com/ if in the mood for women in butler costum. most of them sooo cuuuteee. also they look familiar in cosmode

should i resize my costum or just reduce my weight? i gain weight 4kg and the costum look weird around the waist ^.^;;;;

sleeeppy . . . not enough sleep... =.=zzZZ...

hmm.. baru nonton acara gossip di tv. konser ungu di madura diramaikan tawuran.kok bisa ya? padahal nonton konser punk aja gak segarang itu deh suasananya. gak enak banget denger lagu-lagu rohani ditengah lemparan heboh.

...terserah deh...

belakangan ini aku jarang banget di jakarta. ritmik kerja bandung gak setegang di jakarta. santai malah. tapi ntah kenapa aku malah stresss....

sooo.. my LJ still exist after all ::lol:: too lazy to post anything.
hmmm... my cosplay project. finish TB! then P3. it will be my last project for cosplay. i don't thing that i would participate in any events after i finished that two projects.

hmmm.. knapa ya? karena aku punya banyak prioritas yang harus di duluin. n terus terang, aku gak bisa ngerjain banyak hal sekaligus. err... yeah excuse... 2007 tahun terakhir aku ikutan event-event cosplay. setelah itu bakalan lamaaaaaaaa vakum kalo gak berhenti sama sekali.

Lol:: terutama aku pengen studi di luar negeri. N terus terang, aku lagi mempertimbangkan (dengan serius) married proposal..... *gasp!* merit, berarti akan banyak,banyak,banyak perubahan dalam hidup.. sampe aku bisa nyesuain diri, banyak hal yang harus aku simpen dulu.

Arghhhh... itupun kalu jadi.merit nya, tapi kalo studi nya pertimbangan utama. I'm not young anymore. sebagai cucu perempuan paling tua di keluarga besar, beban moral berat juga. maksudnya? yup! aku harus ngasih teladan ke saudara2 yang lain.

Meet my new pet.

Aaaarghhh soooo tired. this is the first time that my high heels shoes kill me. errr kejadiannya sebenernya agak memalukan diceritain. waktu melewati Orchad road, saat itu lagi hujan gerimis.pas ngelewatin jalanan yang becek, bukannya nyari yang kering, malah dengan pede melintasi genangan air. kan sepatunya tinggi, gak mungkin basah dong! ternyata jalannya jadi super licin.dengan sukses sepatu meluncur ambruk n pantat melakukan pendaratan darurat. i don't know if i should feel gratefull that nobody was watching (at least they're trying), or i should felt mad for their ignorant and didn't help me. so,even though my butt was hurt, i got up as if nothing happen and walk into the nearby store and buy flat sandal.

kejadian memalukan 2: i always paranoia when standing infront of bookshelf full of Manga yaoi. i was soooo going to die if somebody caught me buying yaoi.alone.while wearing my pretty and innocent dress. sooooo for a long time i walk back and forward while searching for the manga that i want. pretending just passing by. then i decide to buy gorgeous charat, only the ring fingers know, and so so,and so so (not many, really!) then i always waiting until the people who would serve me in the counter is girls.and ....errr... i shouldn't write anything about this

i didn't get result with Shirota yuu Y_Y. Shirotayu is my latest obsession. this is the first time i've ever obsessed with an idol since Jiro,Glay.i stopped after Jiro married*.* i hope i'm not spent a lot of money to buy stuff related to him (checked my shopping list in Spore)

i'm going to Spore tomorrow. too bad that didn't got morning ticket to Spore, but i got that morning flight to Jakarta in sunday. i'm not too happy about it.

i give up! i won't try to changed anything. simply tooo lazy!i quit happy with my layout after all. hhh... my mom cleaned my library room. people, i know you recognize it as big dumpster. cause everybodies kept dumped their unused stuffs there. She ordered us to put my books in the boxes. and moved the bookshelf to the living room. quite nice while it still empty. i can put my books back, but not the comics. half of my books are comics. i haven't check it, but i hope my mom didn't sold it. and she started notice things:

Mom: i saw pink drawer. is that yours?
Me :    No, is there something wrong?
The drawer was astually synleezzs drawer. i just prayed that she didn't put her yaoi manga there. Mom: i found a lot of dove.when i mean a lot,then a lot. Girl, are you salesgirl dove or something?

i'm in the middle of *trying* to change my LJ. . .sigh.. finally age caught me.why LJ seems harder n harder to modify! it is because i was such a dump or because didn't pay it?

soooo. . . my lj is still exist after all. knapa gak pnah diisi ya? hmmmm . . . agak males aja. gak ada yang menarik krn skr dah gak kuliah n gak ngajar. since i didn't teach then i have no income. well, life is suck without money. i can't finish my seth costume. but i'm pretty sure i wont buy anything anymore, since i buy a lot of stuff but i forget why i bought it. hmm. . . i have to find job if i want to keep cosplay. but my plan is to work as a volunteer in a short term. maybe for 4 months. it mean i won't get paid for my job.

i'm doing meme tagged by fir3cracker

Mou >.< people, please update your LJ! i have nothing to do nih!

Yay! valentine!! too bad i don't have any bf at the moment. i promised Shiroki Valentine Choco. so i planned to give choco for all Banchou tachi and all my friends who always hang together at ps on sunday. so, guys, please come at sunday in Aishiteru event ok? i can't guarantee that you won't have stomachache after eating it, but well, i will taste it first, i promise

went to starbuck today. waiting for a friend with Caramel Machiato n free internet. never mind that she was hours late because of the rain and traffic jam >.< what a reason! i got Tenipuri30.5 from Kino across Starbuck^0^ also bought Several novels. at first i don't really like Konami artwork. look like rough skeech. but i flip over and over again, i change my opinion. actually i like Atobe pic in red chair. too bad too many Ryoma pics (not that i hate Ryoma)and less Fuji pics.

ps: kalo mau bli, di PS kino masih banyak. tapi gak tau minggu ini. cepet banget abisnya

forgot my own password. damn live journal, asking me to change my password>.

second entry in one day. record for myself.
i just can't sleep. i'm sleepy and tired but i fail to made myself fell asleep. i'm worried about something, but i can't put my hand in it. why i feel depressed like this. damn insomnia noo good for your beauty can't help it

Yay! i got Yukata!
i ask my friend who went to Japan to bought Yukata for me, i told him that i'm going to transfer him money. He bring me a very pretty Yukata, a gift from his girlfriend (she is Japanese) apparently her mother is a Kimono and Yukata maker. soooooo happy that i burst into tears.well not really. i'm going to send her something. or i wait till she come to Indonesia? they're going to married in Indo after all. i love them! know, i dont have to make one for New Year. errr are we going to wear Yukata in New Year?